PLEASE READ, IM 14 and Feel so alone and DEPRESSED!?

I think from reading your post, you're the smart one for not doing all those things. Be yourself and don't ever start doing those things just to fit in. I think you should feel really good about yourself for not putting yourself in that situation and acting like an idiot. Everyone in your high school who is acting that way will regret it later and realize that it was all a dumb mistake, believe me. I wish you luck